93,
A quick couple of questions;
I am not initiated to the order, and do not know If I can under the circumstances (I live in Turkey). I constantly dig through the reading list for the aspirants, however it is a little hard to keep track with all those references in one another, I read Equinox 3 for a day then start Dogma and Ritual of Transcendental Magic. Lately I've been trying to meditate, but I can't know for sure whether I do it correctly or not.
Anyway, I want to at least perform Liber Resh vel Helios, even before knowing there is a ritual like this one, I used to wake up most days at sunrise to gaze upon the sun. It fills me with vitality. There is a youtube channel called Blazing Star O.T.O. Can I trust the contents there? Or can I trust any other videos on the internet for the performance of a specific ritual?
Thanks in advance,
With love,
Hego.