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I've not payed much attention to 'how' the universe is structured but it seems vitally important to me right now.
Briefly I've been going through a lot of panic and suffering for the last year about incarnations (my mothers funeral was a year ago this week) and it's been turning into a Gnostic (?) view of the universe as punishment and suffering. Instinctively I narrowed it down to a 'child of time' Ayin experience but of course I could be wrong.
I've been scouring posts on this forum and I seem to have noted that elemental energies work their way up to Human - that the HGA is actually an Ipissimus that takes on a New mind to train in incarnations - and that some voluntarily take an oath for continual reincarnation.
So the questions are.
Do the elementals acquire a HGA, or does a HGA choose certain energies to evolve?
(This question will probably illustrate my confusion. I'm not even sure how to phrase the issue).
If the HGA is already perfect, why does it need to evolve energies? If it is our higher self If it knows the lessons why does the Briatic consciousness need to learn lessons? In short, what the bugger is going on? Is the universe being raised in consciousness in the four worlds through the influence of Atziloot ?
And finally - by signing the Oath and dedicating your energies to the AA , will the forgone conclusion be that one will have to reincarnate to serve humanity? Or is that choice made MUCH further down the line and it is a choice in actuality?
Thanks for your time.
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