The colors are many but the light is one. Darkness absorbs the most. Gleaming hues and vivid shades blend into uniquely precious obscurities. History coruscates with these images - glistening silver joys and deep blue woes. Seek beyond the hue and shade, whispers the snake. Absorb all, hums the dolorous beetle. The angel dissolves as relentlessly as death ravishes. Subdue fear and disgust. Sweep the swathe and rejoice!
TL;DR - Thelema is not for the faint of heart.
"But all we say and do, however casually, adds up to more, far more, than our most strenuous Operations. 'Take care of the pence, and the pounds will take care of themselves.'" - Commentaries of AL